So many feelings. I'm excited, terrified, blessed, anxious, grateful
(and a handful more of every feeling possible) for another little one to join our family. But the biggest feeling yet that I can't seem to shake has been one of what I'm going to lose in a few short months. Driving back from the grocery store, I peeked in the rear view mirror to see a little guy in shades belting out to the song "Sunflower." My heart is bursting for him. It's a happy moment. Then the emotions roll in and the feeling quickly fades. One-on-one time with him will never happen again
(at least not like it has been). For the past 3+ years and nearly 5 days a week it's just him and I.
And I love it. Here I am filled with a sense of loss on what I won't get with him anymore. #pregnancyhormones
It's crazy I know but how could there possibly be any more room in my heart when it has already been filled by two of the most amazing boys here on earth? It's hard to see anything past what I'm feeling in these moments. Please tell me I'm not the only one?
For now I'm just going to soak in these moments...just my Atti and I.
